My life whilst a tad mediocre now is still way better than the fates of so many. I had a great adventure for a long time and realised myself I wanted a very settled and steady life for my daughter to grow up in. I have done that for her and hopefully the next adventures will be hers.
For now I will take the everyday ebb and flow until I reach some solid sober ground. I know I am not happy at work recently and don't have the numbing option to help me deal with it. I know in AA they advise people not to make any serious life changes for a year and I am going to give that consideration for a while, see if it is something I can do.
Pushing all that aside, I am ready to now sit down and launch myself into the new Game of Thrones, I recorded them all so feel a binge (a good kind) coming on. Hmmm?? Tea or Becks Blue?