So much for the blogging everyday ha ha. LIFE happened I'm afraid and I am ok with that.
Today is the morning of day 49 seven weeks and I feel good. My best friend arrived for another visit last night, work was still stupid, crazy, ridiculously busy and stressful, daughter seems to be doing ok and everything is just ticking along. I have had several days where I have barely registered thinking about drinking, I know I gave thought about it but only in passing and not to focus in on it.
I am meandering along and don't have any pressing things to say and as my posts are always more organic than bloggers who plan their posts, I tend to launch myself into my trending thoughts rather than draft a well though out post. Well done all you bloggers who do it "properly" I can see the difference.
For now I am just going to revel in the fact drinking isn't a big deal at present, enjoy my friends company, eat some good home cooking (mine - what a braggart) and chat like only good friends can. I am in a really good place and feel relatively light and clear, I know my moods are somewhat mercurial but I think that is more ME than me recovering from drinking.
I know there is so much turmoil unrest and disharmony going on in the world but I am choosing to, for the time being, to hold onto this balloon of happiness and just drift for a bit. Like the serenity prayer says I am trying to recognise what I can and can't change. It's not that I don't care it is that I can't care too much right now as I have prioritised myself. I am fine with that and I hope you all are too.
With much love