Friday, 15 July 2016

53 & 54 Wine in the house

Day 54 and I have wine in my house. Surprisingly I feel NOTHING, it is just another bottle. Thankfully it is Prosecco and white wine which hold no pull for me, may be a different story if it was red wine.

I poured my sister a glass of Prosecco and could smell it but thought no more of it. The only drink related thought I had was when I was stressing prior to their arrival and I thought " I am so stressed but I a, not thinking about drinking. If I get more stressed I wonder if I will want to drink?" It wasn't a craving it was more of a realisation that I used to have a nifty swifty before anyone arrived to take the edge off, now I don't do that, what do I do? Well I stayed with the stress about my house not being finished, small jobs unfinished and all the other mind bombs I detonate when I am stressed. I didn't want to drink I just thought about what if I did.

Luckily I am feeling nothing at all craving wise and feel very pleased that is how it has turned out. Having said that, I will fight the wine witch like an ally cat if she does show up cos I am not giving up how I feel these days.

Ginger Groundhog -Sober and proud.

6 comments:

  1. Ginger, you have come too far to give in now but try and avoid temptation. I felt a massive craving this week. I just walked past a wine bar with people enjoying food and large glasses of red and I actually felt my throat constrict. I don't think it goes away so be on your guard this weekend.

    Stay well

    Justonemore

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  2. Loving your attitude! And I'm going to steal your language about detonating mind bombs!

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  3. It's funny how you DO get to that point that after many days where you don't want to drink but still think of it more in a passive way...like, I wish I could, wouldn't it be nice, etc. Still, though, the occasional cravings do come out of the blue. On guard!

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  4. Prosecco is so over-rated! Hope everything went well, glad to hear you're ready for the cravings. x

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  5. So glad you are having no cravings. Excellent!!!!

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  6. Hi Ginger!
    I am glad you signed your post, sober and proud!
    I hope you are still having a good visit with your sister.
    That is so important, not what we are drinking!
    xo
    Wendy

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