Day 54 and I have wine in my house. Surprisingly I feel NOTHING, it is just another bottle. Thankfully it is Prosecco and white wine which hold no pull for me, may be a different story if it was red wine.
I poured my sister a glass of Prosecco and could smell it but thought no more of it. The only drink related thought I had was when I was stressing prior to their arrival and I thought " I am so stressed but I a, not thinking about drinking. If I get more stressed I wonder if I will want to drink?" It wasn't a craving it was more of a realisation that I used to have a nifty swifty before anyone arrived to take the edge off, now I don't do that, what do I do? Well I stayed with the stress about my house not being finished, small jobs unfinished and all the other mind bombs I detonate when I am stressed. I didn't want to drink I just thought about what if I did.
Luckily I am feeling nothing at all craving wise and feel very pleased that is how it has turned out. Having said that, I will fight the wine witch like an ally cat if she does show up cos I am not giving up how I feel these days.
Ginger Groundhog -Sober and proud.