Tuesday, 2 August 2016

73/100 -Thin on the ground


Day 72 -Gratitude in short supply today

1. Managed to move 27 bags of rubble by myself before 07:30 this morning. Not sure if I'm grateful or resentful ha ha.
2. I found out the name of a song that was an ear worm for weeks without me knowing what it was - phew!
3. My cake was edible even dare I say enjoyable.
4. I answered all my unanswered comments.
5. I managed to stop myself drinking AT my daughter after we had a mahooosive fight. Still not speaking now but I did not go and drown out the shouting and hurt.

Like I say thin on the ground.

Ginger Groundhog.

14 comments:

  1. Day 73! Woo hoo! I hope you sort it out with your daughter. Well done for not drinking. A x

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    1. We are both stubborn so it takes a while for us to defrost towards eachother.

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    1. It felt HUGE as it was happening. I so hope that feeling goes away eventually, angry craving is the worst.

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  3. Not thin on the ground at ALL ( except may be for the rubble!). Great job on #5 xxx

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    1. Moving the rubble probably was not the best start to the day ha ha. Had to be done though.

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  4. Oh Ginger. It gave me a (wry) smile that an item on your list was regarding moving vast quantities of rubble. Hope things have started improving today. I love that you stayed strong in spite of the blow-up with your daughter. This is the kind of strength I aspire to. Red xx

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    1. I soooo miss your posts Red, you made us all chuckle. You can post about anything really, we'll all read it.

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    2. Thanks Ginger, that's kind of you to say. Don't feel I can post until I've made some kind of meaningful effort though. Eg more than 3 or 4 days... I hope you're on the up now. So damn close to that 100. I have huge respect for you! Red xx

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  5. Ginger,
    Is "rubble" trash?
    I too am proud of you for not drinking at your daughter.
    Funny how we want to punish people by drinking as if they will have the hangover or something!
    xoxo
    Wendy
    PS - So happy you are on Day 73!

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    1. Sledgehammer down a wall and you are left with rubble. That is what I had to move so the scaffolding could go up. Imagine moving 27 dead bodies by yourself and you have my morning. Never again!!

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  6. Hug. That sounds tiring. Make sure to get in a rest!

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    1. Passed out at about 9pm last night, book on my chest. Yep I was tired.

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