Day 30 and I literally cannot believe it. 😀
Since my last post I haven't really thought about drinking except for one morning when at 07.30 I had a thought that I was fine to drink now as it had been EASY to quit this time (WHAT????????????) Seemingly my crazy brain had forgotten the 500 times in the past 7 months I had tried and failed to quit.
I was sitting here tonight and my friend messaged me to ask how I was doing and how was the drinking? I had to look at my phone to check what day it was.
I haven't thought about what to write tonight so this is just a TA-DA I made 30 days post.
If you are struggling to string a few days together at a time it is so important to keep trying because one time it will stick because something is different and your motivation is stronger and you have totally HAD ENOUGH. It is very much a case of "if at first you don't succeed try and try again"
Despite all my tail between my legs posts saying "I drank again" I have managed to make 30 days and am in a better position to know that this feels right rather than the bleary eyed, tired, depressed, struggling Ginger that lost her way for those 7 months.
Keep trying and have faith that you can do it no matter how hard.